Life's a cLiMb

Bye.

2011-09-05T13:04:00.005+08:00

Been doing some last minute packing in these few days. And it's totally different with the time when I was going to enter Matric. Yeah lazier. Lol

Not going to say much bout it. I just want to study as soon as possible. And pleaseeee don't make me hate orientation week again. I got some... orientation week phobia. =/

Take care everyone. Spare some time with your family as well.
Live your dream, and share your passion. :)

Think about it.

2011-08-20T08:41:00.006+08:00

The world is unfair? Likehowthosesuperrichpeoplegotsuperbigamountmoneyandactlikenothinghappen. Nah it is fair somehow. Just wait and see.

I came across this and it's kinda...true. :)

1. 把你所有的不幸总结成一句话，然后问问自己：“3年后，这对你还重要吗？”相信问题就会迎刃而解。

2. 让别人喜欢你的最好方法不是去帮助他们，而是让他们来帮助你。—— 本杰明·富兰克林效应

3. 心理学上说，人们大多数只对有安全度的人发脾气。因为在那个安全度之内。你潜意识知道对方不会离开你。胡闹有时候是一种依赖。

4. 心理常识：贝勃规律。原本1元的报纸变成了10元一份，你一定会感到无法接受；相比较而言，原本5000元的电脑涨了50元，你应该不会有这么大的反应。

贝勃规律表明：当人经历强烈的刺激后，之后施予的刺激对他来说也就变得微不足道了。

5. 其实人生只有900个月。事实上，你可以画一个30×30的表格，一张A4纸就够了。每过一个月，就在一个格子里打钩。你全部的人生就在这张纸上。你会因此有一个清晰的概念：你的人生是如何度过的？

30 days 改变自己

2011-08-14T15:20:00.002+08:00

Day 1：早睡~

最近有一种流行病称之为“晚睡综合症”，症状是守在电脑或是游戏机前即使没有帖子更新即使游戏早就通关，也还是无所事事地守在那里；或是干脆从卧室到客厅再到厨房最后再回到卧室，摸一摸书架上的书，看一看冰箱里的胡萝卜，就是不肯躺倒床上合目而眠。而且，压力越大心事越多，晚睡综合症的表现就越是明显。所以，想要改变自己从减压开始，减压从早睡开始。

第一天，强迫自己10:00pm上床睡觉，无论有没有人叫你.

Day 2：吃一个苹果

很简单吧？这也许并不太像“大计划”之中的一个环节，苹果也许是你最讨厌的水果。无论怎样，从今天开始，坚持每天吃一个苹果，为减肥、为养生，也为了一个坚持的开始。

Day 3：戒掉网络

戒掉网络的意思，不是说从此和社会脱节、再不上网了，而是不要再整日泡在网上聊天游戏，给自己一个呼吸的时间。网络的信息量太快太杂乱，不利于养成思考的习惯。暂时告别网络，你会发现，除了整天待在电脑前，可以做的事情还有很多，而且多数节奏不那么快。

Day 4：收拾房间

你有多久没有整理凌乱的房间和同样凌乱的抽屉了？即使杂物被井然有序地放在一起，你还记不记得它们？其实我们每天都在改变，惰性和旧习惯都是联系在一起的，尝试着把尘封的旧物找出来，分类整理或是淘汰。

Day 5：买一束花给自己

无需太贵，也不必去细究它的花语到底是勇气还是希望。在百花缭乱中选择你第一眼看上去就觉得开心的那一束。它会让你拥有很久的好心情。

Day 6：晨读或夜读

不管你的习惯是早起还是晚睡，请在清晨或夜晚这两个最安静的时段任选其一，进行两小时左右的阅读。不要读那些艰涩如《民主与专制的社会起源》这样的书，读一些故事，或是一些游记，都是读起来不累又可以让你有所收获的好书。当然，如果你选择了夜读，记得别超过晚10点睡觉。

Day 7：学会记录

昨天的书，又或是今天看的电影……试着把自己纷涌的思绪整理成文字，别担心自己是不是文笔华丽，你需要做的，只是学会用语言以外的方式表述自己的想法。这也是优雅的开端。

Days 8：释放情绪

是的，就是我们压抑了许久的情绪，比如愤怒，又比如悲伤。今天给自己一个释放的出口。在无人的房间里尽情喊出自己的怒意；看一部催泪电影让自己和剧中人一同被感动……最后给镜子里的自己一个大大的微笑，是不是觉得宛如重生？

Day 9：翻阅时尚杂志

平时一定不好意思在路上看那些气质超群的美女吧，毕竟那是太不自信的表现。但又想偷偷地模仿一下那样优雅的举手投足，这是我们选择时尚杂志的动机之一。今日放下让自己欣赏模仿好了，早晚有一天，你自己也会像你的既定目标一样完美。

Day 10：什么也不做

标题没有寓意，正如其所说，就是什么也不做地过一天。人总是不得闲的，只需一天足够，好好体验一下时间一分一秒如指间沙般地匆匆流逝，是否让你感觉到寸寸光阴的珍贵。告诉自己，从明天开始，即使是每天做一件小事也好，也不要让自己这样地无所事事。

Day 11：换一个发型

修建一下自己的长发也好，变换一下发式也好，别总是黑橡筋随便绑成一束。有没有女友悄悄告诉你：换个发型比换个男友还有新鲜感？

Day 12：买一双鞋子

一双好鞋，带你去你想去的地方。虽然是全身打扮的最后一步，但美丽的鞋子确实是美丽的开始，不然为什么有那么多人用重金去寻找一双限量版的Ferragamo？

Day 13：整理衣橱

和整理房间不同，所以第十三天才交给你这个任务。女孩子的衣橱除了藏有通往异世界的通路，还有无数故事。记得那件吊带裙么，你欣喜若狂地买下了它，妈妈却不允许正在上高中的你穿出去哪怕一天；记得那件价格不菲的针织衫么，是你曾经的男朋友买给你的生日礼物，如今早已物是人非。整理衣橱其实是整理自己的故事，和它们重又相逢，然后道别。

Day 14：一个人逛街

是否习惯了逛街之前翻遍手机的电话簿？如果没有人肯抽空同行甚至宁愿放弃逛街计划，和友伴逛街自然是乐事，自己一个人出去购物总是形色匆匆。给自己一天的时间，体验一下一个人逛街的感觉，没有了女友的意见，偶尔听从一下训练有素的专业导购的建议也不错，完全依赖自己的判断——也不错！

Day 15：学做一道菜

不是番茄炒蛋，而是一些可以登堂入室的复杂菜色，比如你可以试着做一下花式咖啡或是提拉米苏，听上去很有挑战性吧？做出来也是很有成就感的。“完成”的满足感是不可替代的愉悦。

Day 16：打电话给母亲

记得很久以前，有报纸做过类似的专题，题目至今还记得，叫做“你有多久没亲吻妈妈了？”那个把笑颜遗传给我们，把最好的一切无偿送给我们的人。你有多久没和她联系了呢？每次通话时间保持在5分钟以内、寒暄过后就去和心上人约会了吗？试着把这次通话时间延长一些，你会发现其实她有那么多那么多想和你说的话，还有你不了解的她的事情。

Day 17：涂鸦

画画是小时候很喜欢做的事情，在十几年的光阴流转中早已变成爱好，甚至忙碌得无从想起。但我相信，每人心里都藏着一个爱画画的孩子，不妨找一天时间让他出来随心所欲一次：素描、工笔、水彩、手绘板……用你想要的方式表达你的绘画情结。

Day 18：做一件好事

有人曾经问我，做好事的意义是什么，我给了一个很自私的答案：做好事，是为了让自己快乐。不信你也可以试一试，做一天义工、为流浪动物救助站捐一次数目不大的款项、把零钱放在街头艺人的帽子里……是能让自己也让别人获得快乐的小事情。

Day 19：学习化妆

用一天时间来学习化妆。也许化妆已经成为你的习惯，也许你习惯了素颜的摸样，但留给自己一天和瓶瓶罐罐共处，前者可以尝试日常以外的妆容，比如化一个小烟熏或是专属于秋日的妆；后者可以尝试一下和素颜的自己不同的样子：淡淡的眼唇色彩，淡淡的胭脂。

Day 20：给自己一个下午茶

坐在窗边，看窗外的行人匆匆来去，闻着茶香，享受整个下午的自在时光。偶尔，也让自己有些小情调，有何不可？

Day 21：认真上一天班或是上一天课

也许你会好奇为什么我把这个提议放在这么迟的位置。其实一点也不迟，也许第21天是30天计划的后排位置了，不要忘了，这个30天计划，也只是人生计划的一个使动而已。认真上一天班或上一天课的意思是，不要像从前那样只敷衍着完成自己的任务，从这一天开始变得积极起来，主动去想自己是不是有做得更好、学得更好一些的可能。

Day 22：和朋友聚会

主动邀请她们聚一次。以“我们去吃火锅吧”开头，也为自己的号召力陶醉一次：）

Day 23：听一次音乐会

日前见到了几乎每周都要去一次音乐会的朋友，惊觉她气质果然与众不同，于是总在想是不是音乐会的魔力。尝试半正装出席那样的华丽场合吧，这样的举动会让你觉得自信很多。

Day 24：运动

愿意的话就去报名一个瑜伽班吧，记得坚持下来。如果对自己的耐性还是没有太大的信心，做一些力所能及的运动总是可以的。从今天开始，每天晚上慢跑30-60分钟，让自己出汗，不但能排出体内毒素，还能给自己一个充足的深眠。

Day 25：修电脑

别以为修电脑是宅男天职，无论你有没有男友，先要学会独立，能够照顾自己的女人最可爱。偶尔给他表现的机会，但总不能每次电脑出问题就要麻烦他赶过来处理。让他知道，正如你不在他自己也会做蛋炒饭一样，他不在的时候，你也可以重装系统。

Day 26：和自己对谈

很多励志心得里都有提到，增强自信的好办法是对着镜子和自己说话，这是今天的目的之一，还有一个目的是让你学会倾听，先从倾听自己开始，对着镜子，毫不胆怯地讲出心中所想。开始的时候确会羞涩，当你可以坦然面对镜中人的时候，就可以在其他人面前落落大方了。

Day 27：短途旅行

旅行是一次心灵的放逐。总是太靠近自我的地方，无法转身，看不清四周，久而久之形成了思维惯性和行动惯性，旅行是让自己摆脱这样的惯性束缚的，，看到不一样的土地、不一样的天。经常出行的人，思维和眼界都比其他人开阔，原因正在于此。

Day 28：和陌生人交谈

不做过多的接触，只是鼓起勇气，和以前从未见过的陌生人交谈是又一个提升气质的步骤，这个小小的行为包含了勇气、直觉、亲和力和理性等等很多东西。试着做一次搭讪的人，和夜班便利店的职员、学校的陌生老师、其他部门的陌生同事聊一会天，看看自己的交际能力是不是又有所提高了呢？

Day 29：参加一次集体活动

网络给我们带来了许许多多的便利，比如陌生人组织的一些同城活动。有时候你需要这样的一次尝试体验。比如读书会、观影会、试吃行动等等，与一些有交流愿望的人相处，也会让你的生活更加丰富。安全起见，只建议参加集体活动而不是陌生人发出的单独邀约。

Day 30：写日记

最后一天，用一篇日记来结束。写日记是个好习惯，它能够记录我们自己都记不住的那些过往，还有当时的心情。曾经我是一个喜欢撕日记撕信撕照片的小孩，因为不想面对那些真实而不堪的幼稚岁月，现在那些令我羞赧的日记已然不知所踪，而那些日记的内容我也早已忘记，现在想来不只是后悔那么简单的情绪。所以，请为纪念自己的青春心得开始写日记，如果以后你的小孩也有撕日记的习惯，请务必狠揍之。

P/S: I used to make day 16 as my everyday. XD

Mid-August

2011-08-10T23:20:00.003+08:00

Time flies huh. Thought August would be a great month and in fact it turns out to be an...emo one. Well, yet to be discovered though. 4 days to go. :)

Something happened. Small matter. But feel like I'm no longer myself anymore. Gotta be fully prepared for those challenges awaiting. Since when become so vulnerable? I don't know.

This made my day.

Life moves on. Be grateful.

Helppp!

2011-07-31T14:41:00.003+08:00

I have no idea what is wronggg with me. I had a hard time falling asleep at night for almost one weeeek. Even though Im extremely tired and got a terrible headache but still...can't sleep. Sigh.

Blame my extra super sensitive ears. I need a zero-sound-pollution environment to sleep. *To my future room mates please please please don't snoreeeee at night. =X I will go crazy and start pulling hair. Lol.
Music doesn't help much either. And the next day I'll be super sleepy and mood all gone. Terrible.

Let me have a good night sleep tonight please? =/

Penang Hill

2011-07-22T09:48:00.007+08:00

I had never been to Penang hill before. Er..maybe when I was a kid. I don't know. And Im super excited when I found out that the weather up there is coldddd. Lol
By the way, only RM4 for me. Student price. :D

Peace-stroyer. :)

Dream house! lol

I want to go again! Who wanna join me? Hee ;)

20/7/11

2011-07-20T13:06:00.002+08:00

You can't blame people to be selfish at times, it's the natural law of survival.

Oh please.

2011-07-19T19:04:00.002+08:00

Seriously, this country is producing students with the ability to memorise. Not think. No soft skills. Attitude sucks. No difference with a study machine. Pardon me for my word choice. It's just getting worse.

Look at the English level. Graduates are unemployed cause of their "excellent" level of English. Yeah you maybe be one of those who got an A/B in English but in real life? It's a F.
Communication skills. Please lah. Use your tiny little brain to think. It's a TWO WAY communication. Don't just talk and ignoring what the other party are doing. Think wisely, talk properly. Look at the timing when you talk. Is it APPROPRIATE to talk or not.

What's the point of having Moral Education since primary school? You know what. The SPM syllabus require all the candidates to memorise 36 moral value plus their definitions-WORD BY WORD. One word wrong or missing, even though the meaning is the same, you got ZERO marks for it. Isn't this stupid?! Thanks for making my memory skills better then. ==

Yes student nowadays are stress. Why? Because they need to squeeezeeee everything in their brain! If you manage to squeeze those in, and vomit it all out during exam, and you got straight A's. Tada! You are such a "bright" student.

I only see presentations and assignments are kinda like important in Matriculation level. Well at least the marks are counted with our finals. The english lecturers keep asking us to think out of the box, don't just copy everything from the internet. But what to do? We are so well-trained to be copy cats. Well not all but, majority.
I keep telling my juniors that co-curriculum are important. No one will listen I guess. Because people assume that the more A's you got, the more you're going to be success in your future. It had been the trend for so long. Unless they gonna do something about this.

How I wish I could write this in my essays. No choice. Better just shut up and be a "bright" student then. Malaysia boleh. :)

Dilemma.

2011-07-18T12:41:00.002+08:00

Jpa or ptptn? I don't mind with the 10 years bonding actually but if I am going into specialist it's gonna add another 10 years?! By the time I will be like..40 over? *cough. Headache man. =/

Ok..ok. Everything will be fine. Hopefully.

Friday the 15th

2011-07-17T16:07:00.004+08:00

Im not that happy actually. But at least it's what I want. Some of them actually got those lelong courses and part of the sixth-formers got nothingg. O.O
So yeah Im grateful. :)
Something which pissed me off is that most of the KMJ's people are getting UM medic. NONE of us from KMNS got UM medic. Yes N-O-N-E. See that. Nice.

Well looking at the bright side, it's my second choice. There's like a biggg gang of people from KMNS got into UKM. And less ragging cases? LOL I don't know. Ok Im still happy. X)

@.@

2011-07-14T20:52:00.003+08:00

Currently preparing for the Perdana University interview. It somehow reminds me when I'm preparing for the JPA interview 2 years back. I'm really proud of myself that time for memorising so many information and news, like....brain drain issues, petrol price, public transport, medicine field..oh forget it. Useless.

And now..only 50 scholarships available. Yeshhhh F-I-F-T-Y. I feel like giving up already when filling in the application form. That one week is sooo suffering man. It's like a devil asking me to give up and the angel saying no. == Ok. No harm trying right. Everything is fated. Just do my best then. :)

Upu results tomorrow. *Fingers crossed. Um um um! X)

Nostalgia

2011-07-07T16:32:00.003+08:00

How the hell I can survive by doing nothing for almost....2 months?! I miss my old self in the jungle soooo badly. =(

The one who:

-Will feel guilty for a 10 minutes nap.
-Pia-ing bio when eating.
-Disturb her room mate whenever she feels like she's going crazy soon.
-Proud that she's able to make it for 7.30am class even though she wake up at 7.25am. =X
-Hug her room mate everyday
-Starve herself until finish reading a chapter/subtopic.
-Able to sms/eat/talk/take picture in class/lecturer hall without being noticed. lol
-Keep walking to A4.1.10 for almost everyday.
-Enjoy walking to class

The jungle changed me. A lot. :)

Define friends.

2011-06-23T22:20:00.002+08:00

Oh hi, I only exist when you need me.

Life sometimes is kinda miserable huh. ;)

Perhaps..

2011-06-10T16:01:00.002+08:00

Perhaps..long distance is better then short distance.

God bless me. Me want Um! hee. =)

心随境转

2011-06-01T23:12:00.003+08:00

心随境转。就四个字，足以让你想个半天。

“人的心经常跟着外境的变化而转，特别是爱跟着别人的话来转。

太在乎别人的话，就可能变成为别人而活，而不是为自己而活。” =)

YAY!

2011-05-19T17:38:00.003+08:00

4 is always my lucky number! Thank god. :D

=X

2011-05-01T23:03:00.004+08:00

You know sometimes I really hate to talk. Yeah even just to open my mouth and...talk. My wound hurts though.And then it comes to explaination..ok worse. It depends on my mood. That's why I can't be a teacher? lol.

By the way, check this out.

My roomate's blog. Click to enlarge. XD

Another day

2011-04-25T23:01:00.002+08:00

Well, at least it's a "day". Went out with Miss Kosongggg. X)
And I'm bloated.Lol

I actually googled some fun facts cuz....yeah I'm too free.lol

If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days, you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.

Every time you lick a stamp, you're consuming 1/10 of a calorie.

Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour. (And who'll try this ==)

The average person falls asleep in seven minutes.

Polar bears are left handed. (so they write? lol)

A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why.

An ostrich's eye is bigger that it's brain. (O.o)

The fingerprints of koala bears are virtually indistinguishable from those of humans, so much so that they could be confused at a crime scene.

Many hamsters only blink one eye at a time. (*blink blink)

A giraffe can clean its ears with its 21-inch tongue. (.this.is.gross.)

The sentence "The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog." uses every letter in the alphabet.

111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,321

Men can read smaller print than women; women can hear better than men. (this explains why women gossip a lot.XD )

Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. (electric conducter..?)

The cruise liner Queen Elizabeth II, moves only six inches for each gallon of fuel that it burns.

Most lipstick contains fish scales. (no wonder it stinks *pinch nose)

Donald Duck comics were banned from Finland because he doesn't wear trousers. (LOL)

Gah.

2011-04-24T22:05:00.003+08:00

Sometimes when the emotion is here you just wish to do something like...snap/cut, then totally giving up.

But I won't do that.Cuz I know it's not easy to start all over again.
A single word/sentence can alter my emotions like, seriously. Yeah blame myself. I mean, helloooooooooo, girls are sensitive.

By the way, I'm growing mushrooms.==

!#$%^&%^()_)&(^%$#^&(

2011-04-23T21:33:00.004+08:00

You know what, I actually have a loooooonggggg wishlist planned before my finals. Like, yeah super duper very long. And now, thanks to the stupid weather (sorry for that but I still love Penang lol) and and and my wisdom tooth again. Gah. Flu is basically enough to torture me & now my dear wisdom tooth started to ache again. ==

So I went to the dental clinic this afternoon.

Dentist: Oh wisdom tooth ar..yes yes will cause fever.Open your mouth please?
Me: aaaaaa
Dentist: Aiyoo your wisdom tooth like cauliflower le.
Me: O.O (Don't you have a better description other than that.==)
Dentist: ....bla bla bla..need surgical removal dy.
Me: O...kayyyyyyy...
Dentist: No worries it's just a minor surgery.
Me: S-u-r-g-e-r-y. *gulp*

God bless me.I still want to eat eat eat. *fingers cross.

By the way, found one amazing video just now.Click here.
Kinda addicted to songs by glee. I think I'm a bit outdated. Who cares? ;)

感触

2011-04-22T16:24:00.004+08:00

幼稚园，小学，中学，到现在，真的好像眼睛眨一眨就过去了。
说真的，我对幼稚园和小学就只有那么一些些的零碎记忆，中学呢。。就不想去回想了。
2009 年的十二月尾考完试还在lengan-lengan，以后的事？以后再说啦。
一月，开始紧张了，有些朋友去了学院读书，我叻？酱咯。
二月三月，心里有那么一点怕怕，我的未来会是怎样？
四月头，竟然中了 Jpa interview? 想到心里还抱这那么一点点的希望，哈。还不知道人才满街都是叻。天真到~
四月中，wah, 中matrik 啊。想到matrik 就想到一堆包头的。还嘴硬，说大学也是酱啦。其实我根本不想离乡背井，很痛苦叻。没办法啦，命运吗，“你以为酱容易中啊”。忘了谁跟我说的。ok lor, 去就去。

说好一滴泪也不流的，就在那边扮开心咯。谁知道看到爸妈车一走，泪水就在眼眶里转转转，就，哭了。==
进到房里，看到一堆不认识的人，想到还有十个月，我的天。
还好有认识的朋友住我附近，心想，也没有酱差啦。
就这样的，过了难熬的 orientation week, 开始了上课，下课，做功课，洗衣的生活。还记得第一堂课就是 physics。爬到lab 的最顶楼，还要听包头的讲废话（我不是种族歧视，就不习惯），超不爽的。
终于如愿的换去 life science, 不用对着 physics。谢天谢地。
去到了Moral 课，看到还有酱多的非地球王子，aiya, 怕什么。
又发现了学校外面就有一间华人餐馆，每个礼拜有肉骨茶吃叻。:)

还记得第一次生病发烧，整个人瘫在床上动也不动的，不敢跟妈讲。怕她over-reacted 了又失眠，何必叻。就一直灌水吃药，人生中第一次吃酱多粒 panadol , 我的肝。==
还好有个heko 一直跑来和我换水放布，很快就好了。^^

最难忘的应该就是 Moral sketch 时候吧。谁会想到给那个羽球网盖了那么一下就 allergy。==
搞到最候临时要换人演，还拿到第一名，想到都会笑。毕竟都努力准备策划了几个礼拜叻，嘻。

还有，我在这里过了个难忘的生日。=)

有人问我，恋爱的滋味是怎样的。我没次都说，就这样咯。谁知道我心里是多么烦的，功课一堆要做，书又一堆要读。不过慢慢的也都习惯了，还好有个他，天天跟我说要 positive positive，考试前压力大到要哭了，陪我吃冰淇淋，给我骂给我打，才甘愿乖乖读书。不然早就崩溃了。=X
还有两个heko ，不高兴就找她们讲话，酸来酸去，射来射去，吵完就读书，一起讨论功课，爽就出去走走吹吹风，心情就超好的。
还要谢谢爸妈姐时不时来看我，有好料吃! XD

就酱的，过了十个月，里头有酸，有甜，有苦，有辣。有幸认识到了一班好友，天天打打闹闹，解了一些思乡之苦，也习惯了和其他人在一起的生活。

每次考完试回家，要回到学校时都痛苦万分，多想时间快点过，就可以回家了。现在竟然想念了那个森林，那里的人事物，眼泪好像要掉要掉的。毕竟那里让我看开了，让我更爱我的家人，更让我觉得没什么事是大不了的。人真的要对得起天地良心，有些事，错过了，就再也回不了头；有些话，说出口了，就在也回收不了。

我可不可以回森林? :'(

Home sweet home..soon

2011-04-15T00:21:00.003+08:00

I'm supposed to be studying Chemistry now.*slaps

5 days and 2 more papers to home sweet home. Yeah seriously can't wait to get home but somehow I wish that time can stop for now.At least a while? lol.

Human are weird. Things are only appreciated when they're losing it.
Ups and downs...life is just like a roller coaster.
I have no idea why I get emo easily all the time.== My sensitivity is to be blamed.=X
This is the place where all the sweet and bitter memories mixed up.Minds are broaden, relationships strengthen. I love my family more than ever.

And, trust no one except yourself. ;)

"Happy" cny?

2011-01-31T19:35:00.002+08:00

Do you know how is it like when you are trapped in the jungle?(Yes TRAPPED).
*ok maybe this is not that bad*

Do you know how is it like when CNY is coming soon and you only manage to shop for everything in only one day??
*ok this is bad*

Do you know how is it like when something just happen like that and BAaaMMMM!bad mood.
*This is super bad*

And do you know that CNY is really really soon and you're still in the jungle??!
*THIS IS TOTALLY BAD*

*cries** I wanna go home!!!! Yeah just few more days to go(one actually).But it still sucks.=/
Ok, enough complaining.Happy CNY by the way.I really mean it.lol X)

=)

2011-01-06T19:22:00.000+08:00

Just smile and let everything lay deep down inside our chambers of heart.

P/s: even though it hurts.=X

.....

2010-12-31T13:03:00.003+08:00

I am really overestimating myself.I am the one to be blamed, no the others.Why can't I just put everything aside and F-O-C-U-SSSS.damnit.

Nothing is forever.Time passes, things change, people change.Normal, I know.But it's hard to accept the changes.Yeah time is the best medicine. *heartache.

My mind couldn't stop wandering around.Keep thinking bout the past and suddenly I realize that I was gasping for air.Ican'tbreathe.It's like pressure coming from all directions.Ahh..it sucks.

I am lost in the middle of nowhere.:(

I'm back.Again? lol

2010-10-29T20:45:00.003+08:00

Well well well.Currently having hols after suffering from the one week plus finals.I am actually quite surprised on how my emotion fluctuated during that one whole month.One word: s-c-a-r-y.Yikes. Not gonna talk bout the exam.I mean,who cares? (ok I do) Ah just forgot bout it.I am going to enjoy my holiday to the fullest before going back to jungle.X)

Couldn't make it to the Graduation Ceremony of CDK on 16th of oct.So yeah went to school today with Yar Vern to collect our cert. It feel kinda sucks that we're labelled as "visitor" instead of "ex-student".Blah.The feeling is just so different.And I hate that look where all the juniors just stared at you like you're an alien or something.Sigh.Perhaps I am just too sensitive but, time change,people change and everything changes.That's life.

When we say "friends forever", is that really so? Ok maybe now we're really close friends and the next year may become not really close and who knows maybe we'll become just some hi-bye friends after few years?
At different phases of life,we experienced a change in environment.Meeting new people and new stuffs.We just got to adapt to those changes in life. And in the end,we'll eventually feel the loneliness as we move on.Pathetic isn't it?It's like nothing last forever in life.Maybe I am being a lil extreme now.Hmm,just ignore me then.X(

...

2010-09-12T19:27:00.000+08:00

Something is wrong.Very wronggggggg.

God,I need your help.=(

I am alive.

2010-09-09T11:08:00.005+08:00

Yes thank god.I am alive and back in Penang safely.

You have no idea how suffering it is when you are up in the middle of night,coughing non-stop,and with no one by your side.It was inexplicably cold on Monday night.Even though with 2 jackets on,I was still shivering under my thick blanket.
It was 2 o'clock in the morning,my room mates all sleeping soundly, which made me feel even lonely."Life sucks", I murmured.

I feel like dying at that moment.The feeling of suffocating was horrible.With the bit of energy left,I opened the door.The misty dark night and chilly wind causes me to retreat back to my comfort bed.Tears rolled down uncontrollably as I shuddered in agony.I actually thinking of writing a will.(no joke,lol) There's nothing I can do to alleviate my pain.
I shut my eyes tightly and keep thinking:I am going back home.I'll be fine.I am going back home.I am gonna make it till I am home.And...here I am.It's always feel good to be home.♥

I love you,mom, dad and sis.Without them I am nothing.
And I gotta be strong,just keep pushing on.Promised.=)

School's out!

2010-07-23T14:29:00.005+08:00

Ho ho ho.Finally.A holiday!!
Can't imagine that I had actually sat for the mid semester test.Feel like screaming out loud right after the invigilator collected my biology paper.Too bad I was in the hall.Stay cool stay cool.Someone's jumping up and down all the way to my sit though.She simply didn't care.XD
Rushed to my room and start packing my stuff.3.30 pm the bus finally departed from college.And here I am in Penang!

Brought some books back to study.Not in the mood weyy."Procrastination is the thief of time" Lol.I know.But holiday is for us to relax and release our tension!Isn't it?hah
Non-stop eating from Thursday till now.Penang food simply is the best!And of course not forgetting the delicious home cook meal.Yumyum.:))

Life in matrics is not that bad.Yea a lot of bumis that's for sure,but once getting use to it then it's no big deal.Food yeah still ok.But still Penang food is the best.xD
Hmm..have to study everyday and the time table is super duper packed.And also finish our homework cause it's impossible there's a day here without homework.Never ever.Especially biology lab report.We have to do the discussion part for bout 2 pages long and just a few information is given.You can see that everyone is so stressed after each and every bio experiment because that means --another report.I always stay up late.Thanks to the reports.=/
Gonna start dissecting mouse after the break I guess.Can't wait can't wait.Hehehe.

"Treasure and cherish the moments of life",that's what I am doing right now.;)

Second post.So far.

2010-07-11T21:04:00.004+08:00

Life here?What else.Still as hectic as usual.=/
So many people went home last weekend.Except me.How sad.

Wondering what am I doing for the past 2 days?
Early morning-wake up.study.breakfast.did my homework.study.
After lunch-bath.did my laundry.study.homework.
After dinner-usual routine,walk around to release stress.Or help in digestion.whatever.Back to my room.Study.Again.

Been studying bio for the past 2 days.My brain is currently jammed because of the terms and facts.You know.Gah.And exam is next week.Ish.

Can't wait till Wednesday.I-wanna-go-home.=(

Time flies.

2010-06-25T19:53:00.003+08:00

Aloha people.If you are wondering why my blog is dead for a month,well,I am currently in Matriculation College of Negeri Sembilan,fyi.
Life here is hectic,with packed time table and schedule.And the orientation week is enough to drive me crazy.Wake up 4am in the morning,sleep at 12.00 am.Just imagine.=/
Quizzes,tests,assignments and reports for every week.Grrrrr.
Miss everything in Penang,especially FFF-food,family and friends. ;)

Will be back on July.Till then.

"Life's a climb,but the view is great".

Food,food and food.

2010-04-30T17:46:00.014+08:00

Jalan Tengah Roti Canai.
Breakfast with mom.
14.4.10

*****************

Somewhere near Little cottage.
Brunch with mom.
24.4.10

Best egg tart on earth.Must try must try.

************

E-gate
Lunch with mom and dad.
18.4.10

Tesco.
Shopping.
Bom this is for you.

And this.XD

*************

Somewhere near Jalan Bukom.
Supper.
27.4.10
*******************

Gurney Plaza.
Dinner.
29.4.10

Mini steamboat.

My fav.♥
*****************

Cute right?
Free gift from Sunshine.Lol.

**************
Homemade :

Jawa mee.Thumbs up

Fried rice.*Thumbs up up

Muffins!!!*thumbs up up up up

Slurrpp.
Hungry?X)

Hah.

2010-04-21T20:16:00.004+08:00

See the lil red circle?KFC!!Omg I can't believe I still can have Kfc when I'm studying there.Just discovered the map.Thanks to ys.Yea I know you are like "=.=lll" but I am really excited to see Kfc.Pleaseeeeee stay there until I finish studying.Lol.

Start packing now and I think I am going to bring like 3-4 bags.Yea many stuffs.=(
Hopefully I can get Jpa scholarship.*pray hard pray hard pray hard hard*
Matrics registration on 10th of May and Jpa results is out on 12th.I don't mind staying there for two days.Hahaha.
Wake up early every morning recently to have breakfast with mom.Who knows how long I'll be away from home.
Gonna miss Penang.=(((

Gurney outing.

2010-04-19T15:47:00.008+08:00

BOM.I blog this just because of you.Huiyo.

Went to Gurney last Wednesday for a movie.Fetched Aubby then start to search for Bom's house.It took us for almost half an hour.Nearly couldn't drive as I laughed uncontrollably after Aubby pointed at the "Holy Home".My home!Lol.
Had lunch at Sushi King for the RM 2 bonanza thingy.Bom insisted.Ok lo.
Went to Kim Gary after sushi.

Mine.

Bom's.

._____.
Bom busy writing message for uncle Neoh.
He didn't read it by the way.Hah.

Winter warmers after movie.

Aubby's and dol's.

Classic.

The BOMs.Lol

=) or )= ??

2010-04-16T12:57:00.002+08:00

Finally.No more honeymoon.

Proudly presented....

2010-04-11T11:07:00.007+08:00

Tada!MANZY!XD
Ok it's a she dog.Aubergine emphasized on it.
I talked to her twice,but she never reply me.Not even with a bark.Lol.

I ♥ Manzy!XD

Preparation.

2010-04-07T20:17:00.012+08:00

Well frankly saying,I don't read Star newspaper everyday except star-two.
And I started flipping through newspaper just to prepare myself for the interview.=X
And now.Back to star-two only again.X)

The day before interview.Had dinner with mom and dad.

And check it out I got the same question I spotted.Hehehe.

Keep distracted by this.Lol.

Hahahah.

Time to de-stress!!!!

2010-04-06T10:50:00.002+08:00

Hello people I am back!!!!Super hyper.Muahahahaha.XD
Ok so about the interview,it's fun,relaxing,erm not that bad just that I can't speak fluent BM.Anyway it's ovvvveeerrrrr!!!!Super hyper again.Hahaha.

Here's my experience for JPA interview:
I had my interview yesterday(5/4/10),2pm,at Pokok Sena Kepala Batas.So I don't really have time to enjoy my birthday.=/
I was there around 12.40pm and I went to search for the name list.After I found my name and panel,signed my name and just walk around to kill time.There are 5 panels and I was in panel 1.Met my friends from Gh and we chit chat for a while.Some of them wished to change their course to pharmacy so they have to fill in some forms.

5 of us were then called to wait in front of the room around 2.30pm and we were given a yellow tag with number.I got my lucky number 4.:D
While waiting for the first group to finish their interview,we tried to talk to each other and promised to discuss and separate the points for the discussion session to show our team work.I have no idea whether it's a coincidence or what but 5 of us are taking medicine.Hmm.
And of course you have to prepare the documents as listed on the letter and the staff will collect it before your interview.
We went in at 3pm,greet the interviewers and start our interview session.There were 3 parts for my group:
1.introduce yourself in BM.(talk bout your co-curriculum activities,post,school,family background and etc)

2.Group discussion in English.We were given 5 minutes to discuss(2 minutes actually)Our topic is "What do you think about the present health care system in Malaysia?"
I think we did this part quite well and I suggested that we give some opinions on how to improve the health care system.

3.BM again.No discussion are allowed.The topic was something like what's your opinion on the quality of education for medicine in Malaysia.And we also told them which country we prefer to go and reasons.I actually stumbled a lot as the interviewer asked the question in English and told us to answer in PROPER BM.Silly me jot down the points in English.Ishhh.But I think overall is still ok and it's not that that that bad.
There was also a Q&A session after that and just ask them anything if you don't understand.

It took about 1 hour for the interview and we said thank you before leaving the room.
I guess that's all I could remember.
Here are some links from my group member and also yiphing.
http://www.facebook.com/notes/joan-ng/for-my-friends-who-are-going-to-jpa-interview-soon-/115810898433525
http://yiphing.net/2010/04/05/jpa-scholarship-interview-2010/
Good luck for those who going for interview and hope you find these links helpful.

Update.

2010-03-29T15:44:00.003+08:00

Aloha everyone.
I was busy attending the "Program Pendedahan Kerjaya Seorang Doktor" for 5 days at GH.Went to the emergency room, clinics and wards(O&G, paediatrics, orthopaedic and etc) and forensic.If you are wondering, yea I survived.Lol.

Spent my weekend at Cameron Highlands.No planning,just to enjoy the cool air up there and shopping for vegetables and flowers.=]

Currently busy preparing for JPA interview on 5th of April.Nervous man.=/
Hopefully I can get it cause I really don't feel like going to Form 6 or Matrics.=//
Well,this is the life.Take a deep breath and.....enjoyyy.;)

...

2010-03-22T20:27:00.002+08:00

The blogger is currently busy and lack of sleep and annoyed and tired and u know.=(
Okay you don't know.
Anyway blog will be updated this weekend.I guess.

The sad truth is that excellence makes people nervous.

-Shana Alexander

LOL.

2010-03-18T21:18:00.004+08:00

Exactly.

2010-03-14T13:05:00.005+08:00

1.Don't let someone become a priority in your life,
when you are just an option in their life.

2.Never explain yourself to anyone.
Because the person who likes you doesn't need it,
and the person who dislike you won't believe it.

3.When you keep saying you're busy,then you are never free.
When you keep saying you have no time,then you'll never have time.
When you keep saying that you'll do it tomorrow,then your tomorrow will never come.

4.When we wake up in the morning,we have two simple choices.
Go back to sleep and dream,or wake up and chase those dreams.

5.we make them cry who care for us.
We cry for those who never care for us.
And we care for those who'll never cry for us.
This is the truth of life,it's strange but true.

6.Don't make promise when you are in joy.
Don't reply when you are sad.
Don't take decision when you are angry.
Think twice,act wise.

7.Time is like a river.
You cannot touch the same water twice,
because the flow that has passed will never pass again.
Enjoy every moment of life.

Click to enlarge.;)

Whoopee!

2010-03-12T00:46:00.008+08:00

Kinda unexpected.Thank god.XD
I got straight A s!!
And an "A-" for Chinese!Unbelievable.
And for Biology.I thought I had screwed it.Pheww.

Special thanks to:
-My BM tuition teacher since I was form 1,Mr.Chan,for correcting my mistakes in my essays.Your notes are incredible.

-Pn. Ong,for making our lesson interesting.I still remember my "choc-tortoise-milkshake" I invented from the English essay.Lol.

-Pn Hwang.We are so lucky to have her guidance in Chemistry and Moral.She's the only teacher that managed to get attention from everyone in class I guess.I miss the time when we shouted the answers and moral nilai in class.Heh.

-Pn Yong,dedicated and beautiful teacher who copy the notes for us personally.And showed us the solutions whenever we faced any problems in add maths.=)

-Miss Teoh.I love her story-telling time during her lessons.(using hokkien.shhh..)And also ghost story.Lol.Thank you for making the mundane history alive!

-Pn Huong,the cute physic teacher.Thank you for your advice and everything.

-Miss Wong, the experienced Maths teacher.Thank you for summarising the thick text books to few exercise books.=)

-Pn Gan,Biology....*sighh.I love biology but I hate it when it comes to exam.Haha.Thank you for the tips of memorising the facts and important points.DIE-C for inspiration.;)

Thanks for the hugs,wishes and congrats.Appreciated.=)
It's time for another climb.

5S1'09 Gathering

2010-03-08T16:39:00.009+08:00

First gathering of 5S1 at Seoul Garden.And only a few of us could make it.Some working,Ns-ing.Anyway we had a fun time together.=D

Meat, meat and meat.

Chicken meat by dolphin.*shake head*

By coffee.*shake headsss*

Dolphin's idea.Lol

Dolphin insisted to take this photo.
With her fingers of course.=__=

Serious-ing.

With Li-ling & Wei Shin.

With Janey & Coffee.

Ways of avoiding the camera:

Hide?

Stares?

Blocking the lens?

Run?

Nahhhh.Huiyo.

♥

Counting down.

2010-03-05T22:03:00.003+08:00

5 more days till results is out.
Cross fingers,pray harder.

Had a hair cut just now.Cause' the weather is super super hottttt.
Shorter hair again.=D

By the way,I like this post.
http://coffeeim.blogspot.com/2010/03/spm.html
Coffee you are right.;)

Badminton.

2010-03-04T23:04:00.000+08:00

Went to RC headquarter yesterday for badminton with Ky.And guess what,only about 30 minutes,then I gave up.So I spent most of the time sitting on the floor and day dreaming.Lol.

Because of my very "healthy" lifestyle after SPM,having muscle pain after that (expected),even just to lift my right hand.Haha.
Deep breathing now,more oxygen in,to eliminate lactic acid.*breatheeeeeeee
My brain is still functioning.Thank god.
Ok ignore me.

6 days until March 11.

千变万化

2010-03-01T13:02:00.013+08:00

抬起头，偶然也会看到美丽的天空。=)

Which path to take?

2010-02-27T23:52:00.002+08:00

My head will start to ache whenever I think of this.Sigh.
And those information from collegessss.Just make it even worse.Double sigh.
I have my target,but I have no idea where to aim from.Ha ha.

Okay so now,I have a few options:
1. Form 6
-last choice.

2. Matriculation
-hmmmm.......nah.

3.JPA scholarships?
-0.0001%

4.Colleges
-SAM?
-A-level?
-Foundations?
-gah.

Conclusion:still headache-ing.T.T

hmmmmm..

2010-02-24T17:34:00.002+08:00

凡人=烦人
GAH.

The climb.

2010-02-18T21:43:00.004+08:00

Now that I have my future set,
Not only for me and them,
mainly because of her.
Anger surged,but there's nothing I can do.

So I need more courage,
to continue my climb,
from the valley,
to the peak of the mountain.

Life's too short to be miserable.
It's time to get up and fight for our own.
Besides,I don't want to disappoint them.

A promise is made.
I want to be better,
Or even, THE BEST.

May god bless.

新年快乐

2010-02-14T09:47:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!
May the year of tiger brings us peace,joy,health and wealth.

Reunion No. 2

2010-02-13T11:30:00.005+08:00

Well, this was an unexpected one.We didn't know that Hooi Min was back so early.Lol.
Went to her house and everywhere was having traffic jam.=/
Then had our dinner at McDonald.Laughing non-stop again.You know when there's Ppk,there's laughter everywhere.Hahahaha.

Camera shy.Lol

Driver of the day:Dolphin!
Thank you =D

CNY!!!(Part 2)

2010-02-09T17:33:00.011+08:00

Muahahaha...4 more days..
Can't wait till the reunion dinner..Yummm
And Hooi Min is coming back from NS!Yay!!=D
Ok back to the point.Mom and I had been madly baking cookies for these past few days.

Tada!Actually these are just a part of it.

Cream puff again.
Yingzz ar.This looks much more better la.Haha.

Cornflakes cookies

Butter cookies with chocolate chips

Chocolate and vanilla refrigerator cookies.
From mom's recipe book.
Strange name?But it's very very very nice.

Enjoy your preparation for Chinese new year?
I do.;)

Reunion

2010-02-07T13:02:00.007+08:00

Went to Queensbay on Friday for our reunion as we didn't meet each other for ages.Had lunch at Manhattan Fish Market as Miss Ott wished.

Flaming platter.Not bad.

Thanks to Miss ott for keep stuffing me.

Freant/Surin/lsy/dolphin,Syin,Me,Meei Hui,Miss Ott
Thanks to Miss Ott again as she insisted to take this photo.XD

Walked around after lunch to hunt for new clothes.End up buying nothing.Laughing all the way as something happened.Hehe.*inside joke.

Went to the ladies to give Ppk a birthday surprise.She didn't look very surprise.Lol.

Menzi,Ppk and her sis joined us for a movie.
Watched the spy next door.

Hope to have a 5S1_2009 reunion soon.;)

Drive drive drive

2010-02-04T18:49:00.004+08:00

I drive a lot recently.Usually to markets,with mom.Or tesco.So the only route I know is from my house to tesco,and from tesco to my house.To other places,I need my GPS,that is my mom.Lol.

Followed mom and dad to my great grandma house at Sungai Petani around 1pm.Just because I wanna drive.Hehe.I don't know where's my passion from.Or else I'd rather just slack at home.
I didn't really enjoy myself as you know,driving on the highway is pretty boring,and when there were 2 experienced drivers in your car,they usually nag.A LOT.
Plus no music is allowed.You know,concentrate.Gah.
And also no food.No distractions.Sigh.
I prefer driving at town area,or maybe I should say,I prefer to be driven around.XD

CNY!!!

2010-02-03T11:45:00.011+08:00

Well, as Chinese new year is around the corner and I am in a nothing-to-do state,then I did something so that I am in a got-something-to-do state.Lol.Ignore me.

1. Cream puff

Looking good?
Hah.Be prepared for the next one.

Tada!!Proudly presented.....................
Mom's first-time-ever-failed-cream puff.

Second attempt.Nah..

Third attempt.*shakes head*

Why?

Because mom bought a new electric oven and she adjusted the temperature + pressed the grill button.
That night the salesman came to our house and mom asked him.

Salesman:"I thought I told u this before.Hahaha??"
Mom:"Got meh?Hahahahahaha"
Dad:"Omg.Luckily it didn't explode.Haha."
Neholi:".........................."

2.Butter cookies

Yup this is edible.Lol.

3. "Fish"

Just some decorations for cny.
If you wanna know how to do it,click here.=)

4. Sesame biscuit

Hehe.Time for fun!

Spent 20 minutes working on this.
Love it.=D

Have a nice day! =)

人生

2010-01-28T23:52:00.002+08:00

百感交集，一触即发，今夜终忍不住泪崩。
人生真的只有短短几十年，我不想有天就这样抱着遗憾离开。
所有人，事，物都已命中注定，人总会有走的一天。
不去想它，等于逃避现实，继续颓废。

人活在世上，为的是什么？
为你的目标而奋斗，为你的理想而打拼。
令和你有缘成为一家人的骄傲，给他们带来快乐。
令你的人生活得精彩，至少没有遗憾。

如果人生是一场戏，那就珍惜每个演员，因为有了他们，才会造就今天的我们。
草草了事，就是白白浪费了一条生命。
人生只能走一回，我不想“就这样”。

我要我的人生，活得精彩。

To sleep tight is not easy

2010-01-24T21:41:00.010+08:00

I am currently making myself busy and tired during the day so that I can sleep well and are dream-free during the night.I couldn't stand that feeling when I am up at night, facing four walls,doing nothing.
When I was young I don't really understand the meaning of "insomnia".Sleep only what.Lie on the bed.Close your eyes.Done.
But now I realised that my ears are super sensitive to noise.
Unless I am really really exhausted, or else it will take me at least an hour to continue my sleep.
Tried listening to lullaby,useless.
Tried drinking milk,useless.
So the only way is to make myself tired.Zzz.

Way to stop pain.

2010-01-23T12:00:00.003+08:00

What else?Gahh.

Nightmares.

2010-01-20T09:45:00.005+08:00

I didn't sleep well yesterday because of these stupid nightmaresss.*Yawns

First: Snakes
Snakes invaded my house.I HATE snake.And I have no idea why was I walking towards the yucky snakes.
Then the big white snake stared at me..and.................Puff.Blank.

Second:Speech Day
Rehearsal for speech day.
(That's it.I can 't remember the details)

Next:Biology
Zzz.Pn Gan asked:"What is the beginning of humanity?"
Then she's pointing to me."You?"
"Cell?"
(Everyone knows that she loves to u know..discuss about the same topic for two long periods.)
And she said the answer is morula.=.=
She yelled at us:"Do you know that your SPM is TOMORROW?!"

I woke up,drenched in sweat,paralyzed with fear.(english essay.Lol)
Then I realised that it's already 2010.Phew.

Nostalgia

2010-01-18T15:08:00.024+08:00

Crazy us.

Serious us.

I'm the survivor 2008

...dolphin is here...

4S1 2008

Choir

IUC 2007

Jane & the sleeping beauty

Judges for RC one-day camp.=)

Proudly presented---BOM.=D
Stay tuned for more details.

Opps.

.Destiny.Fate.

2010-01-17T15:21:00.007+08:00

Check this out.
Human is so vulnerable.Isn't it?
Be appreciate.Be grateful.Life's short.;)

“Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.”
~James Dean

What I've been up to

2010-01-15T11:11:00.004+08:00

Okay,I am getting lazier and lazier to update my blog.Yup that's me.Easily conquered by laziness.Sigh.

Monday:
-Washed car.
-Spent 2 hours for driving lesson conducted by my mom.Lol.
No scratches on new car.Phew.
And I still don't really know how to park a car cause I often get confused by the steering.Gahh.
-online

Tuesday:
-online

Wednesday:
-Fetch Ah Gal to Gurney Plaza.She's my first passenger by the way.Luckily she didn't scream cause of my "fantastic" driving.Phew.
-Went to cinema for Avatar.I don't really want to watch it but everyone keep telling me that it's a great/nice/wonderful movie.To me it's just an average-rated movie.
Maybe 3D's version is better?And I really couldn't stand 3 hours in the cinema.
-Lunch at Secret Recipe.Tea at Kim Gary.
-online

Thursday:
-Spring-cleaning with mom.Exhausted.
-online

So the common point is:
I online everyday.What a healthy lifestyle.

The Me

2010-01-10T23:12:00.006+08:00

Sometimes I.....
-do think about death.What am I going to do if it strikes?Nobody knows.
-am tired of life.
-wish to do something to fix the problems,but I am not determine enough.
-get frustrated easily.

Somehow I......
-feel like escaping from the reality.
-don't have the guts to step forward.
-realised that I can't be myself.

But I know that......
-life's short.Whatever you dream of,aim for,and wish to,just DO IT.
-what goes around comes around.
-family is very important.
-time flies.Treasure and cherish every single moment of life.
-you have to venture in order to succeed in life.
-life is to be enjoyed,not destroyed.=)

Malacca

2010-01-07T14:01:00.019+08:00

Went straight to Malacca after we reached Johor.Stayed at Equatorial Hotel.Planned to walk around the city to search for my another idol--chicken rice ball.lol.But it was already 9:00pm,so end up had our dinner at Johnny's Restaurant.

View from our room.Shopping mall again.

I wish I was inside.A white christmas sounds good.

Christmas tree made from plastic bottles.Not bad huh.

Saw this when walking back to our hotel.

Eye on Malaysia.Now only I know that it had been moved to Malacca.

Luggage tag.

Our lunch.Chicken rice ball!!!

My creation.=)
As I suddenly recalled what I did in school.(only those sitting around me know what I mean.Hehe.)

Looks nice,taste not that nice.

Walk around after lunch.Snapped here and there.

Mom was buying souvenir.
I was bored and start playing with this.Haha.

Another amazing stuff.

Very famous shop in Melacca.

Durian Cendol.
By the way, I think I am allergic to durian.Lol.

A must try.
Before.

After.

Inside the Portuguese ship.
This reminds me of Sejarah.

Me.
Sis asked me to pose like Jack and Rose.Swt.
Tak mau dengar.XP

Singapore

2010-01-03T23:08:00.013+08:00

Went to Singapore on 29th and 30th of December.We drove all the way from Penang to Johor,and went across Singapore by bus.So yeah,it's quite tiring.

First stop:Bugis.Extremely crowded.

Muffins!!!!

Look nice?They are just mould.

Outside the mall.

See the crowd?They were waiting to cross the road.
One thing I like about Singapore is,the driver will stop for you at the zebra crossing even though there's no traffic light.Malaysians?Nah.Wait till 2012.XD

The only mall that I remembered it's name.Cause i took this photo.lol.VELOCITY.
The MRT stations in Singapore is very well-organised.There'll be at least one shopping mall in every station.So it's indeed,shop till you drop.

Machine at the MRT station.For you to buy the tickets or top-up cards or refund.Save manpower.

Accidentally took a sip of water in the MRT.Then I saw this.Haha.

Sis & I.

Inside the MRT.It was during peak hour so the MRT is fully packed.
Owh and the escalator in Singapore is super duper fast.Especially at the MRT stations.Feel like being thrown out when I first stepped on it.Haha.

Esplanade.See the little white spots on the water?They are actually balloons.And with colourful spotlight.Fascinating.

The Esplanade Theatre.
The locals named it as "Singapore Durian" cause the building looks like a durian.lol

My idol---Merlion!!Really excited when I saw it.Haha.

Didn't have the chance to go to Science Centre for the body exibition + no photos for Orchard Road(with christmas decorations along the road,extremely amazing sight).
So,Singapore,I will be back!XD

p/s:Food in Tiong Baru is superb and cheap.(according to mom and dad)
And more photos on facebook.;)
Up next:Melacca

Brand new year

2010-01-01T22:16:00.004+08:00

It's 2010 already.And guess what.I had my new year on highway.Gah.
Just went back from Ipoh+KL+Melacca+Johor+Singapore.Haha.Very very very(x infinity)tired.Anyway,it's a wonderful trip.Got a lot of inputs.Photos will be uploaded soon.;)
Hopefully 2010 is a year full of joy and happiness.Simple,sweet and some peace.That's all I need.

Choir

2009-12-22T16:47:00.004+08:00

I miss everything in school.Especially choir.=(
I haven't listen to a perfect harmony of human voice for monthsss.And I love it.Cause to me it signifies peacefulness.=)
We talked and laugh even during choir practice.Oh,one more thing.We invented a game.That is to hit someone's face using lyrics.Yeah childish but with lots of fun.Lol.

My comrades.All from alto.=D

My last choir competition in secondary school.
Spot me.;)

Dream

2009-12-19T15:32:00.004+08:00

How I wish that I could freeze time,or back to the happy and joyful childhood.No worries,no pain,no nothing.
Far away from tons of vexation,annoyance and trouble.
And I wonder why is it so complicated,that it can wipe away the smile on your face.
Perhaps,this is what life meant to be.

Random

2009-12-18T10:35:00.007+08:00

Checked my camera just now and I found these.

My must-have stuff when studying Sejarah.Especially the coca-cola bookmark.lol

When I am bored.haha

When I am bored.Again.

Love it.=D

The trio.lol

Bio bio bio.=.=

A brands a day,keep me awake for all day.(just during SPM.lol)

Colourful huh?

Took this photo last year during YLDP.peace....♥

Strawberries.=D

Ya I was driving.AVANZA.scary.

The new block of CDK.

And lastly,

A kiss from her.haha

Education Fair+New Moon

2009-12-17T10:45:00.006+08:00

Went to Traders Hotel for an education fair yesterday with King Yin and Xue He.It's so crowded there.And the representatives from each colleges and universities were like "Can you please fill in this form for me?" or "Come lets talk to him about this and that and this and that".Can I say no?lol.

The bag from the education fair.

The blue one is cute.lol

Then we went to Prangin Mall for New moon.I like the food at Home Recipe.Nice.=)
By the way new moon is so__________.I couldn't find a word to describe.It's just so not new moon.I prefer the books to the movie.
We almost slept in the cinema.And after the movie,I had a backache and King Yin sprained her neck.Haha.Anyway,I had a nice day.=D

Life after SPM

2009-12-15T18:02:00.003+08:00

Gah.Bored bored bored.It's just 1 day after SPM.Time does not fly today.lol.Game-ing with Ah ding for the whole afternoon.I don't know where's our passion from.Haha
Life's not as perfect as I thought after SPM.Expected.I miss the time when I was at school studying.*sobss*
I was trapped at home.As usual.Mom's soooo busy with something(secret first.reveal later.muahaha) and didn't have time to shop with me.
Friends are all busy for this week.And I am the opposite.Fineeee..

So I did lots of things at home today.To get rid of my boredom.Those things that I have never did for quite a long time.Erm like water the plants.Haha.Then mop and sweep the floor.Then fried my own egg.lol
Luckily I am going to school tomorrow.Or else I will be like a caveman for sure.Rusting and rotting.
Can't wait till tomorrow.=)

Finally.

2009-12-14T17:35:00.003+08:00

Countdown-Clocks

SPM is OOOVVVEEERRRRRR!.....finally....what a relief.=D
Vacation is on next week so I am going to school for a few days to train the juniors for IUC.Or else I will be rotten if I stay at home.lol.
Can't wait till Christmas.;)

=) =) =)

2009-12-09T12:14:00.006+08:00

Haha.The day before biology paper.And I was like" I was already dead because of biology before I am killed by you."
By the way,did i draw it on your biology book??I don't really remember..cause it's everywhere!hehehe....

Amazingly, I am still alive!!!!=))))

p/s: gal--don't kill me after you see this.lol

FREEDOM.........awaiting

2009-12-08T22:51:00.004+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHA.....I am sooo happyyyyy........XD
9 down one more to goooo.......lol
I can't imagine my life after Monday....hehehehe.....
After chemistry paper, what i did today is eat, sleep, TV, online.hahaha

I have never step out of my house since trial exam on October except to school.2 MONTHS at home.yea.No tesco.No queensbay.No java chip.No everything.Feels like living in a cave.lol.

I NEED SUNSHINE....desperately.

Heart warming

2009-12-03T19:44:00.007+08:00

I feel like this right now.=)
Went to school today for Physics papers.Glad that it is finally over.*8 down 2 to go!*AHHHH...I smell freedom........
After Physics paper 3, i walked to the back gate alone as usual cause most of them are using the front gate.Mom's late.There are a few Malay guys at the bus station.
So i stand under the tree..staring into the sky...(or day-dreaming.lol)Then I heard someone calling me.It's a aunty living in Taman Perak.
I didn't notice her at first,so I was actually stunned when she called me.

She offered me her phone so that i can call my mom.I was stunned.Again.
I refused and thanked her cause I know the reason why my mom's late.**dad for sure...**
Then she told me if anything happen just run into her house.Yeah..a person i don't know is worrying about my safety.Feel like crying at that moment.*don't laugh.*

Isn't it life peaceful and harmony if everyone thinks a simple way?Offering a helping hand.Or even a simple hello.It is heart warming.She reminds me that hope is still exist in this cruel and indifferent manner of the society nowadays.
I saw the most beautiful sun rise ever today.=)

Life.

2009-11-28T12:57:00.004+08:00

is short.

is unpredictable.

should be appreciated.

is when it is time to let go,let it be.

is supposed to be enjoyed.

is just a matter of time.

is cruel.

Weird.

2009-11-26T10:06:00.002+08:00

Feel kinda weird since yesterday.Right after Add maths paper 2.So many people complained after the paper.Saw a lot of posts in facebook.But indeed some of the questions are quite tricky.Thank god i suddenly recalled the binomial distribution.Nearly forgot about that.phew..
I think if I didn't repeat my careless mistakes like 2+4=8, i can get about 75 marks for my paper 2?lol.Hopefully.

Spent 4 hours in school yesterday.Can you imagine that???! 4 hours! Should have went home.Why were we listening to the principal.=.=.I don't mind breaking the rules.I had graduated right??XD
So tired after i was finally home.Mentally and physically.So incoherent until I can't reply the messages I received.hehe.*sorry*
4 more to go...BIOLOGY.physics.chemistry.BC.Need to get back to my study mood.
Good luck for those who will be taking the papers.=)

Half past dead.

2009-11-19T18:03:00.004+08:00

3 down 7 to go.T.T

Just 2 days of SPM.It makes me feel like it had been 2 years.haiz.
Went to school early in the morning.Back home late in the afternoon.
SO SLEEPY..I was like dragging my body to walk.lol.And i have no idea how I finished writing my sejarah essay.soooooo sleppyyy laaaa......Stupid time table..

Anyway.It is going to end soon.yea soon.very soon.*hypnotising*
NEVER SAY NOOOO!!=)

*I wanna watch new moon...............................................................................................

This is it.

2009-11-14T19:29:00.002+08:00

The moment has arrive.

The most dreadful moment ever.

But we have to be strong to face it.

3 days left.

Then we will be on the battle.

Good luck guys! =)

To the birthday girl

2009-11-09T17:41:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday to my dear Pei Wen!

Stay pretty and healthy and wealthy always!
(for your clothes hunting and your permanent RED hp*i always visit your blog k.that's why I know.XD*)

Good luck and all the best!

Present?--wait patiently for my homemade cream puff then.*winks*

F-O-C-U-S

2009-11-07T17:33:00.002+08:00

I seriously need to focus right now..10 days left.T.T
But no more facebook?TV?IMPOSSIBLE.
But let's make the impossible POSSIBLE.*hopefully I can do that*
I don't wanna regret in future because of my stupid mistake or something.

Went to LPC seminar just now.3 and a half hours.It's killing me.
Then walked to Prangin Mall with gal.Lunch at Oasis.
(my mom said:"they serve water there?"haha)

Cut my hair after that.My hair is sooo annoying.It's like growing 1 cm per day.==

I think I am going to study later.lol

ISH.

2009-11-06T10:25:00.002+08:00

I don't know what is wrong..i can't focus.why now??...Grrrrrrr...

Spm spm spm...

ok...ok...get my head in the booksss...

I know..."A"s worth a lot nowadays.....

NEVER say NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pissed.

2009-11-01T15:43:00.003+08:00

I was really really really pissed just now.Stupid.idiot.bunch of barbarians.*stupid is a mean word.i know.*lol.So I did something just now.muahaha..To release stress & pressure.XD

Planned to study Physics.In the end..you know.Sigh.no mood.

So i eat and eat and eat. Chocolate. noodles. bread. candy. cookies.XD

"Accidentally" turn on the TV.Watched a Chinese show.So funny.*Laughing non-stop.*

I need to study..........study.........study.......can you guys just keep your mouth shut and stop making noise until my SPM is over???I won't care what you guys do after that.Just wait till 14 Dec please.I need some peace.Sigh

Ahhh..

2009-10-30T21:35:00.003+08:00

Craving for Java Chip!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think you can ignore this post.

2009-10-29T17:37:00.003+08:00

Can i skip school tomorrow??The answer is---NO.Cuz of the single period moral.ish.

I don't wanna go to school........................

Ahhhh...I don't wanna go to school la...........*ignore me*

Had the rehearsal for graduation ceremony today.All we did were walk,clap,sing, and more clapping.=.=
Luckily i didn't cry just now.lol.nearly.haha.why?idk..

Pain

2009-10-25T08:48:00.006+08:00

I can't understand human.

Be grateful for everything--Your family.your mom.your dad.your sis.your bro.EVERYTHING.

Treasure and cherish every single moment with them.It's the greatest love of all.

May god bless you.

Lost with no direction.

2009-10-23T19:03:00.004+08:00

Somehow feel like blogging today.Been studying for the few days.How i wish that my brain is a sponge that can "absorb absorb and absorb"=.=

Right.One month to go.Erm.To be precise.2 weeks?Then we are going to graduate.sobx.And there come the most important+dreadful exam ever.haizz.

This morning Hooi Min said I have changed a lot.In a good way of course.lol.She said i get"pek chek"=fed up=pissed easily during form 4.My answer:"RC lo".haha.Cuz I have to run up and down during recess time.And do this do that.Now finally I can enjoy my food.haha.

During my time as the HSL of RC unit 5,I indeed realize and learn a lot from my mistake.How to deal with people.And even communicate with people.It requires skill.I wish that all the committees also feel that way too.I did my best.And you did your best.No regret.=)

And all the memorable moments that we shared,during marching,camp,and the "rolling"(better not mention this.lol),I will remember them forever and ever.

As our gate to adulthood is approaching,probably some are lost with no direction.But we have to get back to the right track,cuz you have to live what you want to live.It's our lives.Don't be regret in the future.We only live once.Don't be afraid of the future,as it is part and parcel of life.Do what you think is the best for yourself, then you are successful in your life.

Best of luck and may god bless.

Tick Tock Tick Tock ...

2009-10-18T19:28:00.002+08:00

Anticipating........................

12:45 pm , 14th December 2009

What's wrong???-2

2009-10-14T19:02:00.004+08:00

Can somebody tell me what is wrong????Sleepy all the time..T.T

Went to add math tuition just now.And four of us were like laughing all the time.lolx.
And Hooi Min ar...*no eyes to see*..

Not gonna blog that often.Time flies........SPM is just around the corner.And my trial results--*no eyes to see* again.haiz.

To do list after spm:
1. online online online
2. sleep at least ten hours a day
3. i miss red-box..sobx
4. exercise(i like tai chi actually..cuz it makes me sweat a lot..haha)
5. movie time!
6. morning walk(get some fresh air.hah)
7. improve my driving skill(so that my sis won't perli and laugh at me again.hmph.)
8. cook n bake?(perhaps)

Good luck!

What's wrong???

2009-10-12T17:50:00.005+08:00

Gah..i-am-so-sleepy.Slept at 1.30am last night.I can't sleep.*sigh*

Woke up 7.00 in the morning..rushing rushing & rushing.
*double sigh*

Tried to take a nap just now.Woke up and.....even worse.
*triple sigh*

Went to school this morning.Walking like a zombie.haiz.Bom told me she was facing the same problem too..*sceptical* XD

Dear god..please let me fall into a deep deep sleep tonight..cuz I am gonna skip school tomorrow.haha

Post for Jeneshli

2009-10-11T00:05:00.008+08:00

AHHHHH...i am sooo sleepy..Just back from Tesco..So many people..==

Yeah, this post.Order from mom.Post it.For my dear sis.XD

Last night mom was like,"hey why don't we cook something special tomorrow?"

Then I was like "huh?seriously??"

mom:"yala..we use the non-stick pan(cuz she seldom use it),then i will buy some drumsticks without the bones,and some cheese then....bla bla bla(I was not paying attention,cuz i thought she was just kiddingXD)

-------------------------------------------------------------------
The next morning

mom:hey u wanna eat mashed potatoes?(and i was wide awake)do it yourself.I am sick with those KFC so-called mashed potatoes.(totally surprised..lol)

FYI,I didn't eat my mom homemade mashed potatoes for about 5 years already.sobx
And then I was mashing the potatoes while reading sejarah.haha

pic above=my lunch =D

Disappointed.

2009-10-08T20:40:00.001+08:00

It's over.I know.But a very very very typical Aries like me just can't get that thing out of my mind easily.*sigh*

Lesson of the day: Never ever rely 100 percent on others.No matter who she/he is.No matter what.Not all people around you have the responsibility.In other way round, you asking for somebody's help,that person couldn't help you.It's just as simple as that.No big deal.

And to someone:I don't lose my temper easily ok?please think twice before you say something.It hurts.

By the way,I am not blaming anyone here.=)

The Climb-Miley Cyrus

2009-10-07T20:24:00.001+08:00

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
The pain I'm knowing
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Speechless

2009-10-06T22:11:00.000+08:00

First,
Today is definitely not my day(met someone somewhere)

Second,
friendship may not last long??probably(something happened somewhere)
(hooi min disagreed..fineee..for us:friendship forever..XD)

Third,
where's your responsibility people??you have a lot more to learn.(someone just can't understand the word 'responsibility')

And last,
our decisions in life is exactly like the newton third law-for every action there will be an equal and opposite reaction.
Think twice..or even thrice..no point regreting...let it be

So true

2009-10-05T17:08:00.000+08:00

VIRGO - The Perfectionist
Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Ha rsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

SCORPIO - The Intense One
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

ARIES - The Daredevil
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox
Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, but is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally..

LEO - The Boss
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything.. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. D oing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

CANCER - The Protector
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective.. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

PISCES - The Dreamer
Generous, kind, and thoughtful.. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

TAURUS - The Enduring One
Charming but aggressive.. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined.. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

Again.

2009-10-04T18:31:00.000+08:00

Having sore throat.AGAIN.haiz.Probably because i forget to take the vitamin C n spirulina regularly.Exam what.lol.Gargle with salt solution this morning.useless=(
Slept at 2am yesterday.Waited for mom n dad(good girl leXD).Sleeping deprived la....T.T
Did add math for the whole day.I really don't have time for the paper 2..sobx....why don make it 3 hours????
Counting down for spm:44 days

phew...

2009-10-03T21:24:00.000+08:00

It's Mooncake festival! lol..so what...nothing special..
Just had a small party down there with neighbours..ATE A LOT..=) and there were a cake-baking show..BBQ..food..pies(niceee) and more food...and of course mooncakes..
Ran up and down..thrice.so tired.I don't even know why i was running up and down.=.=

Watched Hannah Montana The Movie last night.Missed it when it's on the cinema..*sigh*
Thanks to my big big big big sis*winks*.Luckily she din't place it in the wrong letter box..=P
Honestly i did cry after the movie..The strong father-daughter relationship that potrayed in the movie.It's just so touching..T.T

Gotta start dating with bookss..haiz..spm around the corner.No point regret after that right?Sooo..right now----study,stUDY,STUDY

Life's a cLiMb

Bye.

Think about it.

30 days 改变自己

Mid-August

Helppp!

Penang Hill

20/7/11

Oh please.

Dilemma.

Friday the 15th

@.@

Nostalgia

Define friends.

Perhaps..

心随境转

YAY!

=X

Another day

Gah.

!#$%^&%*^()*_)&(*^%$#^&*(

感触

Home sweet home..soon

"Happy" cny?

=)

.....

I'm back.Again? lol

...

I am alive.

School's out!

Second post.So far.

Time flies.

Food,food and food.

Hah.

Gurney outing.

=) or )= ??

Proudly presented....

Preparation.

Time to de-stress!!!!

Update.

...

LOL.

Exactly.

Whoopee!

5S1'09 Gathering

Counting down.

Badminton.

千变万化

Which path to take?

hmmmmm..

The climb.

新年快乐

Reunion No. 2

CNY!!!(Part 2)

Reunion

Drive drive drive

CNY!!!

人生

To sleep tight is not easy

Way to stop pain.

Nightmares.

Nostalgia

.Destiny.Fate.

What I've been up to

The Me

Malacca

Singapore

Brand new year

Choir

Dream

Random

Education Fair+New Moon

Life after SPM

Finally.

=) =) =)

FREEDOM.........awaiting

Heart warming

Life.

Weird.

Half past dead.

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