Something is wrong.Very wronggggggg.
God,I need your help.=(
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Thursday, September 9, 2010
I am alive.
Yes thank god.I am alive and back in Penang safely.
You have no idea how suffering it is when you are up in the middle of night,coughing non-stop,and with no one by your side.It was inexplicably cold on Monday night.Even though with 2 jackets on,I was still shivering under my thick blanket.
It was 2 o'clock in the morning,my room mates all sleeping soundly, which made me feel even lonely."Life sucks", I murmured.
I feel like dying at that moment.The feeling of suffocating was horrible.With the bit of energy left,I opened the door.The misty dark night and chilly wind causes me to retreat back to my comfort bed.Tears rolled down uncontrollably as I shuddered in agony.I actually thinking of writing a will.(no joke,lol) There's nothing I can do to alleviate my pain.
I shut my eyes tightly and keep thinking:I am going back home.I'll be fine.I am going back home.I am gonna make it till I am home.And...here I am.It's always feel good to be home.♥
I love you,mom, dad and sis.Without them I am nothing.
And I gotta be strong,just keep pushing on.Promised.=)
You have no idea how suffering it is when you are up in the middle of night,coughing non-stop,and with no one by your side.It was inexplicably cold on Monday night.Even though with 2 jackets on,I was still shivering under my thick blanket.
It was 2 o'clock in the morning,my room mates all sleeping soundly, which made me feel even lonely."Life sucks", I murmured.
I feel like dying at that moment.The feeling of suffocating was horrible.With the bit of energy left,I opened the door.The misty dark night and chilly wind causes me to retreat back to my comfort bed.Tears rolled down uncontrollably as I shuddered in agony.I actually thinking of writing a will.(no joke,lol) There's nothing I can do to alleviate my pain.
I shut my eyes tightly and keep thinking:I am going back home.I'll be fine.I am going back home.I am gonna make it till I am home.And...here I am.It's always feel good to be home.♥
I love you,mom, dad and sis.Without them I am nothing.
And I gotta be strong,just keep pushing on.Promised.=)
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