When laziness strikes..

That's how lazy I am. 

The end. 

Random thoughts

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You know, I never really succeed in doing what I have planned for my holidays. *I have forgotten what was my plan either. I think blogging is a good way for me to remember what I have done but I am just too lazy. It's so amazing that I have no idea I written that before. It's like reading a story of a complete stranger lol. I wonder how many diaries I have wasted because every time when my mood comes I will find a brand new diary and write one page and...that's it. Lost/collecting dust/recycle/forgotten. 
Soooo, I'm determined to write a post....every month? so that I can laugh at myself when I am old. (let's see)

So the second year of medical student's life had ended and I'm currently repeating the cycle of eating, sleeping and eating everyday. A drastic change I say, the second year of my medical school life, had taught me a lot. A lot of crying, less laughter. A lot of changes, perhaps it's good. Backstabbing, fake smile, fake fake fakers. Sometimes it makes me feel like communicating with minions rather than human lol. People still judge, even if they said they don't. (including myself) So why care so much, just be yourself lah. BUT still, you can't just be yourself. Have to fake a smile even though you don't feel like smiling. Have to say hi even you don't feel like talking. This is socialising. And this is life. (ok maybe a little bit of negativity)
I was surprise that I enjoyed the conference so much even though it is super tiring. Kinda regret that I didn't become GM because you can't really get to know many delegates by becoming an organising committee. It is fun when you meet someone from different countries and simply talk craps hahaha. Because the backgrounds are still clean (if you get what I mean lol)


Change; we don't like it, we fear it, but we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change, or we get left behind. And it hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn't is lying. But here's the truth: The more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. Sometimes change, is, everything. ~Greys anatomy

I am thankful that I still have my friends in Penang. The sense of belonging.
At least things don't change too much here.