Bye.

Been doing some last minute packing in these few days. And it's totally different with the time when I was going to enter Matric. Yeah lazier. Lol

Not going to say much bout it. I just want to study as soon as possible. And pleaseeee don't make me hate orientation week again. I got some... orientation week phobia. =/

Take care everyone. Spare some time with your family as well.
Live your dream, and share your passion. :)

Think about it.

The world is unfair? Likehowthosesuperrichpeoplegotsuperbigamountmoneyandactlikenothinghappen. Nah it is fair somehow. Just wait and see.

I came across this and it's kinda...true. :)

1. 把你所有的不幸总结成一句话，然后问问自己：“3年后，这对你还重要吗？”相信问题就会迎刃而解。

2. 让别人喜欢你的最好方法不是去帮助他们，而是让他们来帮助你。—— 本杰明·富兰克林效应

3. 心理学上说，人们大多数只对有安全度的人发脾气。因为在那个安全度之内。你潜意识知道对方 不会离开你。胡闹有时候是一种依赖。

4. 心理常识：贝勃规律。原本1元的报纸变成了10元一份，你一定会感到无法接受；相比较而言，原本5000元的电脑涨了50元，你应该不会有这么大的反应。

贝勃规律表明：当人经历强烈的刺激后，之后施予的刺激对他来说也就变得微不足道了。

5. 其实人生只有900个月。事实上，你可以画一个30×30的表格，一张A4纸就够了。每过一个月，就在一个格子里打钩。你全部的人生就在这张纸上。你会因此有一个清晰的概念：你的人生是如何度过的？

Mid-August

Time flies huh. Thought August would be a great month and in fact it turns out to be an...emo one. Well, yet to be discovered though. 4 days to go. :)

Something happened. Small matter. But feel like I'm no longer myself anymore. Gotta be fully prepared for those challenges awaiting. Since when become so vulnerable? I don't know.

This made my day.

Life moves on. Be grateful.

Helppp!

I have no idea what is wronggg with me. I had a hard time falling asleep at night for almost one weeeek. Even though Im extremely tired and got a terrible headache but still...can't sleep. Sigh.

Blame my extra super sensitive ears. I need a zero-sound-pollution environment to sleep. *To my future room mates please please please don't snoreeeee at night. =X I will go crazy and start pulling hair. Lol.
Music doesn't help much either. And the next day I'll be super sleepy and mood all gone. Terrible.

Let me have a good night sleep tonight please? =/

Penang Hill

I had never been to Penang hill before. Er..maybe when I was a kid. I don't know. And Im super excited when I found out that the weather up there is coldddd. Lol
By the way, only RM4 for me. Student price. :D

Peace-stroyer. :)

Dream house! lol

I want to go again! Who wanna join me? Hee ;)

20/7/11

You can't blame people to be selfish at times, it's the natural law of survival.

Oh please.

Seriously, this country is producing students with the ability to memorise. Not think. No soft skills. Attitude sucks. No difference with a study machine. Pardon me for my word choice. It's just getting worse.

Look at the English level. Graduates are unemployed cause of their "excellent" level of English. Yeah you maybe be one of those who got an A/B in English but in real life? It's a F.
Communication skills. Please lah. Use your tiny little brain to think. It's a TWO WAY communication. Don't just talk and ignoring what the other party are doing. Think wisely, talk properly. Look at the timing when you talk. Is it APPROPRIATE to talk or not.

What's the point of having Moral Education since primary school? You know what. The SPM syllabus require all the candidates to memorise 36 moral value plus their definitions-WORD BY WORD. One word wrong or missing, even though the meaning is the same, you got ZERO marks for it. Isn't this stupid?! Thanks for making my memory skills better then. ==

Yes student nowadays are stress. Why? Because they need to squeeezeeee everything in their brain! If you manage to squeeze those in, and vomit it all out during exam, and you got straight A's. Tada! You are such a "bright" student.

I only see presentations and assignments are kinda like important in Matriculation level. Well at least the marks are counted with our finals. The english lecturers keep asking us to think out of the box, don't just copy everything from the internet. But what to do? We are so well-trained to be copy cats. Well not all but, majority.
I keep telling my juniors that co-curriculum are important. No one will listen I guess. Because people assume that the more A's you got, the more you're going to be success in your future. It had been the trend for so long. Unless they gonna do something about this.

How I wish I could write this in my essays. No choice. Better just shut up and be a "bright" student then. Malaysia boleh. :)

Dilemma.

Jpa or ptptn? I don't mind with the 10 years bonding actually but if I am going into specialist it's gonna add another 10 years?! By the time I will be like..40 over? *cough. Headache man. =/

Ok..ok. Everything will be fine. Hopefully.

Friday the 15th

Im not that happy actually. But at least it's what I want. Some of them actually got those lelong courses and part of the sixth-formers got nothingg. O.O
So yeah Im grateful. :)
Something which pissed me off is that most of the KMJ's people are getting UM medic. NONE of us from KMNS got UM medic. Yes N-O-N-E. See that. Nice.

Well looking at the bright side, it's my second choice. There's like a biggg gang of people from KMNS got into UKM. And less ragging cases? LOL I don't know. Ok Im still happy. X)

@.@

Currently preparing for the Perdana University interview. It somehow reminds me when I'm preparing for the JPA interview 2 years back. I'm really proud of myself that time for memorising so many information and news, like....brain drain issues, petrol price, public transport, medicine field..oh forget it. Useless.

And now..only 50 scholarships available. Yeshhhh F-I-F-T-Y. I feel like giving up already when filling in the application form. That one week is sooo suffering man. It's like a devil asking me to give up and the angel saying no. == Ok. No harm trying right. Everything is fated. Just do my best then. :)


Upu results tomorrow. *Fingers crossed. Um um um! X)

Nostalgia

How the hell I can survive by doing nothing for almost....2 months?! I miss my old self in the jungle soooo badly. =(

The one who:

-Will feel guilty for a 10 minutes nap.
-Pia-ing bio when eating.
-Disturb her room mate whenever she feels like she's going crazy soon.
-Proud that she's able to make it for 7.30am class even though she wake up at 7.25am. =X
-Hug her room mate everyday
-Starve herself until finish reading a chapter/subtopic.
-Able to sms/eat/talk/take picture in class/lecturer hall without being noticed. lol
-Keep walking to A4.1.10 for almost everyday.
-Enjoy walking to class

The jungle changed me. A lot. :)

Define friends.

Oh hi, I only exist when you need me.

Life sometimes is kinda miserable huh. ;)

Perhaps..

Perhaps..long distance is better then short distance.


God bless me. Me want Um! hee. =)

心随境转

心随境转。 就四个字，足以让你想个半天。

“人的心经常跟着外境的变化而转，特别是爱跟着别人的话来转。

太在乎别人的话，就可能变成为别人而活，而不是为自己而活。” =)

YAY!

4 is always my lucky number! Thank god. :D

=X

You know sometimes I really hate to talk. Yeah even just to open my mouth and...talk. My wound hurts though.And then it comes to explaination..ok worse. It depends on my mood. That's why I can't be a teacher? lol.

By the way, check this out.

My roomate's blog. Click to enlarge. XD

Another day

Well, at least it's a "day". Went out with Miss Kosongggg. X)
And I'm bloated.Lol

I actually googled some fun facts cuz....yeah I'm too free.lol

• If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days, you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.
  

• Every time you lick a stamp, you're consuming 1/10 of a calorie.

• Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour. (And who'll try this ==)
  

• The average person falls asleep in seven minutes.
  

• Polar bears are left handed. (so they write? lol)
  

• A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why.
  

• An ostrich's eye is bigger that it's brain. (O.o)

• The fingerprints of koala bears are virtually indistinguishable from those of humans, so much so that they could be confused at a crime scene.

• Many hamsters only blink one eye at a time. (*blink blink)
  

• A giraffe can clean its ears with its 21-inch tongue. (.this.is.gross.)

• The sentence "The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog." uses every letter in the alphabet.

• 111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,321

• Men can read smaller print than women; women can hear better than men. (this explains why women gossip a lot.XD )
  

• Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. (electric conducter..?)
  

• The cruise liner Queen Elizabeth II, moves only six inches for each gallon of fuel that it burns.
  

• Most lipstick contains fish scales. (no wonder it stinks *pinch nose)
  

• Donald Duck comics were banned from Finland because he doesn't wear trousers. (LOL)

Gah.

Sometimes when the emotion is here you just wish to do something like...snap/cut, then totally giving up.

But I won't do that.Cuz I know it's not easy to start all over again.
A single word/sentence can alter my emotions like, seriously. Yeah blame myself. I mean, helloooooooooo, girls are sensitive.


By the way, I'm growing mushrooms.==

!#$%^&%*^()*_)&(*^%$#^&*(

You know what, I actually have a loooooonggggg wishlist planned before my finals. Like, yeah super duper very long. And now, thanks to the stupid weather (sorry for that but I still love Penang lol) and and and my wisdom tooth again. Gah. Flu is basically enough to torture me & now my dear wisdom tooth started to ache again. ==

So I went to the dental clinic this afternoon.

Dentist: Oh wisdom tooth ar..yes yes will cause fever.Open your mouth please?
Me: aaaaaa
Dentist: Aiyoo your wisdom tooth like cauliflower le.
Me: O.O (Don't you have a better description other than that.==)
Dentist: ....bla bla bla..need surgical removal dy.
Me: O...kayyyyyyy...
Dentist: No worries it's just a minor surgery.
Me: S-u-r-g-e-r-y. *gulp*

God bless me.I still want to eat eat eat. *fingers cross.


By the way, found one amazing video just now.Click here.
Kinda addicted to songs by glee. I think I'm a bit outdated. Who cares? ;)

感触

幼稚园，小学， 中学， 到现在，真的好像眼睛眨一眨就过去了。
说真的，我对幼稚园和小学就只有那么一些些的零碎记忆，中学呢。。就不想去回想了。
2009 年的十二月尾考完试还在lengan-lengan， 以后的事？以后再说啦。
一月， 开始紧张了，有些朋友去了学院读书，我叻？酱咯。
二月三月， 心里有那么一点怕怕，我的未来会是怎样？
四月头， 竟然中了 Jpa interview? 想到心里还抱这那么一点点的希望，哈。还不知道人才满街都是叻。天真到~
四月中，wah, 中matrik 啊。想到matrik 就想到一堆包头的。还嘴硬，说大学也是酱啦。其实我根本不想离乡背井，很痛苦叻。没办法啦，命运吗，“你以为酱容易中啊”。忘了谁跟我说的。ok lor, 去就去。

说好一滴泪也不流的，就在那边扮开心咯。谁知道看到爸妈车一走，泪水就在眼眶里转转转，就，哭了。==
进到房里， 看到一堆不认识的人，想到还有十个月，我的天。
还好有认识的朋友住我附近，心想，也没有酱差啦。
就这样的，过了难熬的 orientation week, 开始了上课，下课，做功课，洗衣的生活。 还记得第一堂课就是 physics。爬到lab 的最顶楼，还要听包头的讲废话 （我不是种族歧视，就不习惯），超不爽的。
终于如愿的换去 life science, 不用对着 physics。谢天谢地。
去到了Moral 课，看到还有酱多的非地球王子，aiya, 怕什么。
又发现了学校外面就有一间华人餐馆，每个礼拜有肉骨茶吃叻。:)

还记得第一次生病发烧，整个人瘫在床上动也不动的，不敢跟妈讲。怕她over-reacted 了又失眠，何必叻。就一直灌水吃药，人生中第一次吃酱多粒 panadol , 我的肝。==
还好有个heko 一直跑来和我换水放布，很快就好了。^^

最难忘的应该就是 Moral sketch 时候吧。谁会想到给那个羽球网盖了那么一下就 allergy。==
搞到最候临时要换人演，还拿到第一名，想到都会笑。毕竟都努力准备策划了几个礼拜叻，嘻。

还有，我在这里过了个难忘的生日。=)

有人问我，恋爱的滋味是怎样的。我没次都说，就这样咯。谁知道我心里是多么烦的，功课一堆要做，书又一堆要读。不过慢慢的也都习惯了，还好有个他，天天跟我说要 positive positive，考试前压力大到要哭了，陪我吃冰淇淋，给我骂给我打，才甘愿乖乖读书。不然早就崩溃了。=X
还有两个heko ，不高兴就找她们讲话，酸来酸去，射来射去，吵完就读书，一起讨论功课，爽就出去走走吹吹风，心情就超好的。
还要谢谢爸妈姐时不时来看我，有好料吃! XD


就酱的，过了十个月，里头有酸，有甜，有苦，有辣。有幸认识到了一班好友， 天天打打闹闹，解了一些思乡之苦，也习惯了和其他人在一起的生活。


每次考完试回家，要回到学校时都痛苦万分，多想时间快点过，就可以回家了。现在竟然想念了那个森林，那里的人事物，眼泪好像要掉要掉的。毕竟那里让我看开了，让我更爱我的家人，更让我觉得没什么事是大不了的。人真的要对得起天地良心，有些事， 错过了，就再也回不了头；有些话， 说出口了，就在也回收不了。




我可不可以回森林? :'(

Home sweet home..soon

I'm supposed to be studying Chemistry now.*slaps

5 days and 2 more papers to home sweet home. Yeah seriously can't wait to get home but somehow I wish that time can stop for now.At least a while? lol.

Human are weird. Things are only appreciated when they're losing it.
Ups and downs...life is just like a roller coaster.
I have no idea why I get emo easily all the time.== My sensitivity is to be blamed.=X
This is the place where all the sweet and bitter memories mixed up.Minds are broaden, relationships strengthen. I love my family more than ever.

And, trust no one except yourself. ;)

"Happy" cny?

Do you know how is it like when you are trapped in the jungle?(Yes TRAPPED).
*ok maybe this is not that bad*

Do you know how is it like when CNY is coming soon and you only manage to shop for everything in only one day??
*ok this is bad*

Do you know how is it like when something just happen like that and BAaaMMMM!bad mood.
*This is super bad*

And do you know that CNY is really really soon and you're still in the jungle??!
*THIS IS TOTALLY BAD*

*cries** I wanna go home!!!! Yeah just few more days to go(one actually).But it still sucks.=/
Ok, enough complaining.Happy CNY by the way.I really mean it.lol X)

=)

Just smile and let everything lay deep down inside our chambers of heart.

P/s: even though it hurts.=X